This is 100% pure shit.

Merdeka!
Originally uploaded by Soo Guan.

Woohoo! Look at this? Its Vincent! He's dancing at SOULed Out here with the waiters! Para Para Sakura! What the hell is this? Dancing that to celebrate Merdeka?! Oh...He got a free round just for that! Cool eh? For you MuthaFuckers who don't want to pay for your drinks next time, here's some way to get one free!

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Failed...
Originally uploaded by Soo Guan.

An hour ago, was happily talking to my friends and teacher came in with bunch of papers. Goosebumps all over us looking at those papers, my worse nightmare is here...When i got the paper, sigh...I failed again! Damn those hardwork...Didn't get a good result...Got only 28%. I suck rite? The highest in my class is 70%, that is Yee Hua. Congrats girl! My class i think didn't do that well too...And i think i'm the lowest...Damn, fucking off now...Having physics now...

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Cosplay!!!
Originally uploaded by Soo Guan.

Look at that two blur ass there! Ken Seong and Evie! On the stage! I'm reading evie's mind, "Stupid Soo Guan! I Gonna Kill You If You Take My Photo!". Right Evie? Oh, Ken Seong is in the gold and Evie is in red slut! Akaka! Ardioz~!

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Slutty Evie!
Originally uploaded by Soo Guan.

Look at her socks! Meow! Isn't she slutty? How much would you pay her? Hmmm...I wonder.... ;)

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Stupid You...

Didn't you realise? You have did something so careless and stupid! You have let go what you've wanted for 2years! Since the day you met her! What is wrong with you?! What happened to you?!! Where are your spirits??!! It's been 3months and 25days and you just let it go like that??!! WAKE UP!!! SOO GUAN!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!!! You Stupid FOOL!!

Soo Guan: On Lowering...Fine Overview. I have just done something very stupid! I didn't want to...I just couldn't give the best to her...i couldn't...I can't bare seeing her sad anymore...She, deserve a much better one...I, I'm just a useless stupid fool. All of you out there, don't be so stupid like me to let it go...No, don't give up like me. You will end up being pointless like me now...If she or he's all you've wanted, then fight for it. Go, show the person now...stop being like me...

STOP FUCKING CRYING!!! ARGGHHH!!!

Playing now: Coldplay - Fix You

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I took up the challenge...and i failed...

Once upon a time...I was so afraid to take up the challenge and face it. Since the time i took it once before, i knew i couldn't do it anymore, i knew i am not the one for the challenge. But one day...I told one person that i'm afraid to take up the challege, but that person told me, "How would you know if you will fail the challenge if you don't actually try hard to do it? Unless you have no confident in it...". I took quite some time to think about it...And when the day actually comes, i embrace myself with the challenge, i took it up, and i got the challenge. That challenge, it does not only last for a few minutes, hours, or days. But its the challenge of your lifetime. I took it up when most would think its not appropriate. Along the challenge, I face lots of bumps and hills, ups and downs. Till...One night...I lost the challenge...I did not confront the challenge well...That's why i always think i can never take the challenge. I lost the challenge, i don't know when will i ever be strong enough again, or where to find the courage to take up the challenge. I hope, it will be out there, somewhere...I wish...I pray...I beg... From today onwards, i shall listen my advice and do what that person told me. I will make myself to be a better one for the challenge. For i will make sure that the next challenge wouldn't be that easy...IT WOULD NOT BE...Sacrifices i have to make for the challenge...Or else, i'll be doomed for life. It's the challenge of your life...The time of your life, do not waste it. Go...Think about it...

p.s. On Lowering, Fine Overview...I really mean it...

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Supersized Me.


Everything comes and goes...
Every cloud has a silver lining...

Why those two doesn't occur to me? Everything that comes to me...it doesn't seem to goes away...Why? It will just add up to me...and making things to be worse. How long more should i stand? How long can my feet support my bodyweight? Nevermind those, I just had to be patience. But why it never goes away and kept coming back?! WHY?! And...every cloud has a silver lining??? Where is the silver lining?! Where?! When will it appear?! The silver lining never showed up in everything that comes to me...I think they should change it to "Only Some Cloud Has Silver Lining"! LIAR!! and everything that comes to me has supersized me!!! ARRGHH!!! GET ME OUTTA HERE!!!

p.s. For some confused readers of mine, i'm not talking about obesity here...I'm just feeling down...don't think any of you would understand...hell no...

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Pissed...

What is wrong with going out at night?
What is wrong with staying at home?
What is wrong with not working?
What is wrong with going out with friends?
What the hell is wrong with her!!!

FUCK!!! I just got home from friend's birthday party...First thing i step into the house was to hear her stupid irritating asshole chinese AH SOH voice!!! The blardy sharp toned!!! Can she be any better??!! When i just reach home...she started scolding me!! Saying everyday i only goes out with friends all...then dunno how to come back!!! WHAT THE FUCK??!!! Did she say EVERYDAY???!!! FUCK HER!!! I only goes out with my friends during the weekends or holidays!! What the hell is wrong with that?!!! What the hell is wrong with going out for lunch???!!! Then she started to say "Everyday only know how to go out, everyday only know how to ask money from me, only know how to spend money, can you earn back 5cent or not?, everyday only know how to sleep at home etc etc...." WHAT THE FUCK??!!! WHEN THE HELL I GO OUT EVERYDAY?!!! I GO OUT TO GO COLLEGE YOU DICKHEAD!!! And how the fuck do you expect me to go earn money while i'm FUCKING studying??!!! HOW?!!! See my schedule...wakes up at 6.20am, goes to college till 4pm, come back do my homework, that takes up for like how many hours? basicly spend almost the whole day!!! HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO WORK?!!! GO behind streets and SELL BACKSIDE IS IT?!!! And like i didn't earn any money before??!! FUCK YOU!!! I WORKED DURING FORM3 and 4 YOU ASS!!! REMEMBER THIS!!!! AND EARN SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT!!! and I'M FUCKING WORKING SOME MORE THIS FRIDAY!!! You blardily think i want to spend your fucking money?!! Let's see who spend money more stupidly!!! YOU!!! SPENDING ON YOUR FUCKING 4D!!! SO WHAT YOU'VE WON??!!! MONEY SPENT = MONEY WON!!! It is proportional!!! Learn PROBABILITY and CALCULUS!!! OH!! and why you have to be fucking superstious??!!! SPENDING FUCKING RM400 just to buy the stupid CHARM(azimat or called 'fu' in canton)???!!! YOU THINK IT REALLY WORKS!!! And HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL??!!! Because of that you don't let me out??!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!! I DON'T SEE ANYONE DIE BECAUSE OF THAT!!!! You say before work i already started going out like crazy without her permission, and what will i be when i started to earn my money? you sure going to leave me already... YES!!! IF YOU CONTINUE YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE!!!! I WON'T LET MY FAMILY BE DISTURB BY YOUR STUPIDITY!!! If i were to stay with the same house as you...ITS BECAUSE OF MY FATHER!!! Just wait till i get a pair of wings...just wait...WHAT KIND OF FUCKING MUM DO I HAVE??!!!

AKL:JHWOPIUY!{)(RU@KJBNERPW*Y#@!OU${(@UY$#!U$(*@YPOEIH*UDH{()QARUPH!O{IHY)(

It's a real bad day for me...even Winnie doesn't seem to want to talk to me when i told her i might be can't go out tomolo for movie because my mum forbids me. She's like okayla...no need la then...I WANT TO GO WITH HER!!! ARRGGHH!!! WHAT THE HELL DO I DO??!!!! Sometimes...i really wished someone out there would end my life for me...I don't have the courage to end myself...any of you murderers out there...come for me!!!! ARRGHH!!! SO STRESS OUT!!!!! FUCKING OFFF!!!!!

p.s. sorry dear...I don't mean to hurt you or anything. I really want to do for you everything i could. I want to be everything...

p.s to my readers, please don't be scared of me. I won't eat you up...

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Italiannies

Yum yum! went to have lunch with my dear Winnie yesterday! Suppose to watch movie, Charlie and The Chocolate Factory! ARGGHH!!! but no tix...so sad...But it's okay, i enjoyed my time with Winnie while having lunch. She was quite hungry at that time, so we browse thru the directory to see what nice food to eat...Then Italiannies struck my mind...Look at these food!!


Look!!! oops...its not food...its my dear Winnie...Isn't she lovely?? hehe...


Marsala Mushroom Soup - Cooked with marsala wine?? hmmm....what is that??? WHO cares?!! Its superb!


Chicken Parmagianna - Hmmm this is just fine...maybe we ordered the wrong stuff...


Pepperoni Pizza - Oh my god! This pizza rocks!!! Its superb!!! the crust, the tomatoes, the cheese...It's all perfectly blended and cooked!!! A real must try!!! It beats any pizza you've eaten! The simplest and the nicest!


We had our lunch in Italiannies in 1utama...The best things is, she enjoyed the food...and I enjoyed her company! Heh...we didn't eat finish the food though. It's wasted...We spend most of the time talking to each other! heehehe...We talked till we forgot bout everything in the world...I just love it...No stress!!! Wish could spend longer there...but time doesn't permit us to do so...Went for a lil' window shopping after that, saw lots of nice stuff...but...bought nothing!! ahahah! MegaSales is on!!! and we baught nothing??!!! How could this happened?!! Nah...maybe next time...

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Ka-Ra-O-Ke!

What happens when you combine you+bunch of friends+drinks+voice+hyper activeness+outgoing+singing? You get a bunch of whole karaoke fun!!! Yea...came back from Red Box Karaoke 2hrs ago. We had so much fun together! The room was huge...I sort of like trying to trash the whole area?! Ahaha! I jump on the sofa, I throw nuts around, I had fun pulling out tissue from tissue box and throwing all over the place, I had fun disturbing Cheng Yee, I had fun tickling almost everyone i can, I had fun squashing KwokThye, KenSeong, Denny, Chin Yuan, & Yau Fei, I had NO FUN at all getting pinch on the face by the superbly naughty CHENG YEE!!! NOTE her name!! STAY AWAY!!! hehehe....just kidding...don't angry ya? Anyway, the room was so huge that it actually has its own Bar Style Seatings, Huge Huge Sofa, Huge screen, Huge Speaker, and....jeng jeng jeng! A PS2 in the room!!! When you're bored of singing...You've got some games to switch mood! Didn't know a karaoke room provides a PS2, or do they actually does?? I don't know...I don't go karaoke often. I can count with my fingers how many time i went...1, 2, 3...Its 6 times in total for my whole entire life! Know why? I just don't feel like singing in front of so many peoples. I prefer singing alone in the room. But, if the crowd actualy sings, i'll sing along too! NO! Not that i'm anti-social or not sporting enough you dong dong! I just don't feel like showing off my voice! Hehe...Nay! I don't have the voice to sing, and i tend to sing out of tune. I always enjoyed the part when all of us sings together and dance at the same time. Oh, talking about dance. Kimberly & Vincent was damn funny! Both of them...doing formal dance in the karaoke room! It's those dance where you hold one side of your hand to the girl, and another at the girl's waist. What do you call that dance? Tell me... This Yee Hou, i think he enjoyed more with the PS2 than enjoying the singing. Let me tell you who has good voice! Denny has a kind of voice which resemble the lead singer of GreenDay (What's his name? I have bad memory for names), Rowena has a nice voice but she should control a bit. It's kinda sharp though, makes your ear feel tingling. Vincent too has a nice voice...but he have problems in pronunciation, can be fixed though. Li Yen, she has a good voice too! But...she sometimes kinda out of tune, can't blame her though, she isn't some pro artist. I think those are the ones that i think have good voice, its what i think guys! I can't judge any of you, and i know. So...chilling la alrite? This Cheng Yee & Yee Hua were kinda acting stupid or funny?? ahaha! They are trying to sing the lyrics out by body & sign languange, not verbally. It was fun to look at!! It was kinda stupid...but at least they're having a good time there! Well, i have lots of picture taken there actually. But its not from my camera. So i'll post it up some times soon. I'll need to grab my self a camera...anyone willingly to give me one?? Nah...don't think so...Anyway...Gotta go do my Specialist Maths work now, and alter some of my Physics experiment. All have to be handed in tomorrow. Sigh...SAM (South Australian Matriculation) is so stressfull...Don't pick this course! It'll suck out your life! No kidding! I should stop blabbing now...

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Karao-ke~!
Originally uploaded by Soo Guan.

Look at this huge mother fucker room!! You can do anything here you see?! I mean "everything" from singing to banging to coming! Ahaha! But i'm not doing it though! I'm just watching...Cuz i only sing when i'm alone...All of my classmates were here! We still have class tomolo morning! No...I'm not a karaoke freak! I'm here because i just wanna hang around with my classmates...To get rid my mind off something...I think you would know what i meant if you read my previous post. I don't wanna spend money! But nvm...Spending Money Therapy? Hehe...Alrite...Enjoying karoeke now...

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Push Up Baby!
Originally uploaded by Soo Guan.

Look at this! HengTeng is doing push up in front of TCSJ, and in front of the crowds! Muakaka! We were having break before that...Denny dare HengTeng to do push up in front of Taylor's guard house! What Denny suppose to do is to...Yucks! He had to drink 'soy sauce+ice lemon tea'! So he did drink it...Should have seen his face reaction! I bet he had a hard time swallowing it! I remembered Hyon-Xhi did it once sometime last year in Modern Mamak...But Hyon-Xhi's was worse than Denny's...His was 'pure soy sauce+pepper+ice'...He was quite funny...He tried to swallow it, but i think its real terrible...He then puked on the table! Gross man! Argh! He was laughing like crazy ass! So is the mamak guy! Now...Wanna know how's the feeling? Go try it yourself!

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Apple Inc.
Originally uploaded by Soo Guan.

How nice could it be when an apple logo glows on your notebook? I was about to go to bed, off my lights and the apple logo cought my eyesight. I love my mac! Why mac rules? No.1 factor is it almost never crash! I had my mac about February this year...It had never gave me any problems! No more windows saying "System Not Responding", No more restarting the comp! But Windows XP has its own advantages too...So really, its up to your preference...I have one Windows comp, and one Mac...So i have both advantage! Go get yourself a Mac! Its only like RM2000++ for Mac Mini? Mac Mini is real mini...Space saving and solid! Think no more! Go get yourself one now!



*I should get paid for doing advertising for them!

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Today, its just like all the other ordinary days i had. Wake up early in the morning, go college, crap around, and head back home. Didn't had a good sleep these days...Still very worried about my Specialist Mathematics performance! ARGGHHHY!!!! GET ME OUUTTAA HERE!!! I was trying all sorts of ways to get rid the Spec Maths out of my mind. In class, sigh...why must they keep mentioning about the exam?? I'm already so frustrated over it, and they have to fucking remind me about it?!
Did try playing foosball to get my mind focused on something else...I went for few games of foosball at Asia Club with KenSeong, Crystal, & LeongEng. Man! Tell you! NEVER!!! NEVER underestimate a girls ability i tell you! Crystal was pratically thrashing me and KenSeong! What do you call it? Beginner's Luck? Or she just plainly have the talent in her? She did not even have to do any skills, not a single one! What she did was just a tap on the bar, and BAM! There the ball goes into the aluminium goal post! Darn! When a few more balls left, ChinYuan took over KenSeong's place for a while. ChinYuan is a good foosball player and goes almost every single day! Guess what?! Even he himself got thrashed by Crystal!! DANG! Could she be any better?? The game was fun...really...it did lift my mind off for that moment, and keep laughing away and get awed by how "Ganas"(something like rough) she played.
After break, i seriously had no mood to study. Just waiting for the time to pass by. I end my class at 2pm today. But i'll have to wait for my Dear to finish class at 3pm. I don't want to be alone. Trying to ask everyone what are they doing after class? Mostly are going back or studying...But Denny was so kind enough to accompany me. He suggested for few games of pool in Asia Club...here i go again! Now...I SUCK in POOL!!! HEARD THAT CHOR YEOW?!!! I seriously sucked in it...but its fun to be foolish once a while though. At least all those got my mind of stupid Spec Maths. Went basketball at 6pm, and played till 7pm. I'm such a useless guy...My Dear is studying at home even after exam, and what the hell am i doing?! Fooling around still!!! ARGGH!!! SOMEBODY WHACK ME!!! I had better go now...It's time to sleep...Been depriving myself from sleep these days. So long...

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Right...I do have another blog, but that is like centuries ago and unedited...Felt like blogging now, but can't remember my username and password!!! hehe...SO...I created another!! So what??!! You've got a problem with it?? Come find me then!!!

Anyway...2 months+ of hardwork...Gone in just a flick of ur finger...NO!! I should say when they say "You only have 5min left to complete your paper." This really makes me feel shitty...Today, at 3pm, I had my Specialist Maths Common Test 3(more like monthly). I worked so hard...did every single homework teacher gave, concentrate in every classes, and attempting questions teacher never asked to do. All vanished in this afternoon at 4.30pm. I did real real real badly...I was really sad and down and emo, it is either i have no talent, or its either i panicked during exam. During classes, at home, I can seriously do almost any question!! But when it comes to the EXAM HALL!!! All my knowledge..POOF!!! VANISHED!!! I WAS SO SO MAD AT MYSELF!!! HOW CAN I BE SUCH A FOOL!!! I recieve a warning letter from the college's management last few months, saying that i must perform in this exam today of mine. Cause, i've been not doing properly since i joined the classes. If i fail my this paper, I'm doomed. I won't be in my lovely class S9 anymore. I might be even working somewhere selling chicken rice. My life, my dream is doomed. My dearest would even looked down on me. Everyone will look down on me. Everyone has been putting high hope on me, saying always that i'll be successful, that i'm smart, that i will excel in everything i do. NONE of my friends, family & most importantly, my dear Winnie never ever looked down at me before. They never did, although i didn't do good in my studies, they still believe i have the "hidden" abilities to do so. I disappointed everyone that put hope on me, my future is going to be doomed. After the exam, i seriously had no mood. I had to fetch Ken Seong & Winnie back. They saw my disappointed look, both of them telling me to no worry so much, that i'll pass my exam, and i will stay in the college to continue my studies, and get over the exam and concentrate on my coming task. I really really wanted to cry at the moment i leave the exam hall. I really did. I wanted to scream as loud as i can. I wanted to punch things. To throw things. And do anything to clear my mind. So, after fetching Winnie & Ken Seong back...I went to Southern Park basketball court to find my friends there. There it was, releasing my stress and sadness by shouting at my friends like crazy mother fucker. Sorry dear, i know you tried to cheer me up. Thanx dear...I really appreciated it...But i just can't shout at you...So i choose to kept quite instead. Anyway, at basketball court. It was quite a relief to throw the balls and shout at my friends. I never scored so many times before shooting 3-points. Hyon-Xhi said "WTF?!!! This is what you call exam stress??!!" I feel kinda nice, running around, shooting balls, shouting, chatting, crapping, laming around and such...I asked them to go dinner together, feel like getting out and release some stress. So i went dinner with Hyon-Xhi, Edward, Gan, Chong Wee & Alvin. We had dinner at a restaurant called "Old Town Kopitiam". We had fun crapping about the Kopitiam, saying that the flies, the cups, the style ppl should talk there, everything is related to the real "Old Town Kopitiam" style. Gan actually reach the restaurant when we finished our dinner. Before that, i gave him a call.

Me: Hey dude! We are here already!
Gan: Where??
Me: You know where is the Bukit Tinggi's Bread Story right? We are right beside that shop...You know?
Gan: Yea i know, what is the restaurant name?
Me: Oh, Old Town Kopitiam, just right next to Bread Story.
Gan: Oh okay.
Me: You coming now?
Gan: Yea, coming out now.
Me: Alright, ciao!

Somewhat 10 or 20 minutes later...Gan failed to show up early. We were wondering where is he??? So I told them he said he's "coming". At these moment, something dirty struck the mind of me, Hyon-Xhi, & Edward! ahahah! Guess what? Our mind went to the side that HE'S CUMMING!!! ahahaha!!! So, we started all these "COMING" thing. We kept crapping about "COMING" when we went mamak later. It was so so funny! I really missed the moment in secondary school. Where we always hang out together always during break. We will always crap lots and lots and lots of stuff. We usually had laugh of a lifetime. Serious! It's all insiders joke though...But it was really fun... I usually laughed till my throat actually feels dry and itchy...Too much of laughter. But time wasn't permitting me to stay anymore longer in the mamak with my friends. I head home sharp at 11pm. And reach home and started blogging now. And the thought of my exam came back to mind. I was and am really really disappointed with myself, i'm such a useless dick. I was hoping to get an excellent result, targetting something like 15/20. But i feel, I'll get somewhat like 2/20 now. Sigh...I'm really really angry... And for those who didn't concentrate in class, didn't do their work, play games always, skipping classes, loitering around...If they get higher than me, it's not fair compared to my hard work and understading during classes and lectures. Wish a lightning would struck me in the early morning and either let me be dead or give my brain cells a lil' jumpstart to be more intelligent and not too forgetfull! But, i should learn by now. I should never put too much hope on anything. When your hope fails, your heart sank down deep under the ocean bed. But now, i must cross my fingers and hope a lil' that Mrs.Chong would understand my situation, and she will help me out. I shall prepare to be expelled by the college...forever...I think i should be sleeping now. Have to wake my dear up to study at 5am. and also wake up for college tomorrow. So long...Ardios...


Playing Now: The Clash - Wrong 'Em Boyo

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