7.13pm - Got a sms from a friend. Saying A is in the critical stage and she's dying.
8.15pm - Just woke up. Saw the message. Called B to confirm what is going on with A. B said A went through an operation in the morning and the Doct said if anyone would want to visit her, this is the time.
8.30pm - Called C,D & E to tell them about A. C & D said they wants to go visit her. E couldn't be able to go. Couldn't blame E, he/she is having 3 practical test on that day.
8.40pm - Told mum that i want to go out to visit a friend of mine who is dying. She thought I made up a story to go out with my friends. FOR FUCKS SAKE! WHO WOULD JOKE ABOUT THIS KINDA OF STUFF?!!!! I was furious. So is my sisters.
8.45pm - Told C & D I can't go with them because my mum forbid me. Feel so upset.
9.15pm - Called my dear to talk to. What a relieve to talk to her.
10.15pm - Called C&D to ask about the situation of A. C&D said that I should really be there, because she's in a real real bad situation. My eyes started tearing, heart ache, mind kept thinking why am I at home?
10.20pm - Called F to come and fetch me. Because I need to sneak out and I have no transport. I couldn't drive because if I do they'll know. F was super nice to stop whatever he was doing and head straight to my house without any doubt. Btw, F is Ken Seong. Remember that.
10.45pm - Ken Seong came over and pick me and we head straight up to Hospital University.
11.20pm - Reached the hospital and quickly meet up with C&D to go to the ward.
11.30pm - Stood still in front of the room, was afraid of seeing what is going on behind the curtain.
11.35pm - Finally decided to go in to have a look at her. Couldn't able to stand long to see her. It was too upsetting.
12.00am - Talk to A's best friend G.
12.15am - Went back to the room again to look at her. She was awake, I said "Hie A". Then I stood there speechless. I couldn't stand looking at her, it makes me feel very bad.
12.20am - Went back to bid her farewell as well as saying some encouraging words.
You'll never know when you'll be dead. But at least most of us think that we're still young, everyone dies at old age. But this is so unfortunate for A. She was such a brilliant student, the brightest in the class, the leader of the group, the lively and noisy one, the soft hearted and charitable one. So much more in her that's so good. She's also very very very very very very very actively involved in The Red Crescent Society (Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah). Best friend G went and ask the Red Crescent Society to help and rally a donation for A. Red Crescent Society said NO, and they have much more things to consider in the world. This is what you get when you do so much and yet you get nothing back. Of course, when you do something for someone, you shouldn't be expecting back anything. But what the heck?! When she's dying, can't you even fuckingly raised a fucking little small donation for her?
Anyhow, guys...The person A I'm talking about, her name is Lam Soo Kean, she is my ex-highschoolmate. I'm not that close to her, but she's still a friend. She, from what I heard is that she has got Ovarian Cancer. She is now in the critical stage. Her parents are really really in need of financial support to cover her medical cost. She's already been admitted into the hospital for about 4 months. 4 months of staying in the hospital would mean her parents have to forge out a fortune to pay her medical cost. Doctor said she has no chance of recovery, BUT what if she recovers? She'll be in need of medication supplies. All that will cost her a bomb. Lam Soo Kean's best friend Sheryln is trying to raise some cash for her parents to cover her medical cost. Any of you would want to donate any cash in any form can contact her about it. If you guys wants her contact number, drop me an e-mail at qwertyness@gmail.com and i'll email you her phone number. She'll supply you with the report as a proof that this is not a hoax. Kind hearts and souls out there, please reach out and give a helping hand. She needs help in all sorts of way. May it be spiritual or cash.
You believers out there, pray for her. I'm not a believer myself, but for her sake, I will pray.
To GOD: If you are reading this, my faith in you is as thin as paper. Show me a miracle. For I will pray every single night if she were to recover.
