This is 100% pure shit.

Minutes ago I just recieved a message from my friend about a lovely friend of ours.
In fact, she's a lovely friend of everyone that knew her.
I was told that this message, Is in fact a message that she wrote before she left us peacefully on the 1st of August, 2006.
This message is written by Lam Soo Kean, or some may recognise her as Rosline.



"In loving memory of the ever-youthful looking Rosline – Suki-san…..



These words can’t sum it all but…..



When I die, I want to be remembered as someone who made a difference in the lives of people closest to me. I hope to be remembered as someone who inspires the people around me. I want to leave my legacy of contributing to the society behind upon my last breath. A caring wife, passionate about her children and their welfares, someone who possess great and irreplaceable aura. I want to be described as a woman who’s emotionally strong within and is truly sincere in her speech and deeds, a daughter of obedience and sense of mother-like, an everlasting, loving partner who’s supportive and passionate.



I want to die SMILING! Smiling honorably and peacefully"



Dear Lam, you will definitely be remembered as the kind of person you want to be. This is because you ARE that kind of person you describe. And you definitely looks like you past away smilling honorably and peacefully to me when I saw you. I hope you will now rest peacefully as your memory will not be forgotten. I am sorry if I haven't been a good friend. Bon Voyage my friend.

Dear God, if you are ever there. If heaven really exists, let her indulge herself in heaven. Treat her like a queen in heaven. Because she really deserves to be there.


Yea yea, I'm silly for talking to something that is not here anymore right?! So what the heck?! If you don't like it, don't ever come back.

Posted by crescent at 1:34 am | Permalink | Comments

Like Seriously?! WTF?!

I did not do it because I respected the opposite party.
I asked the other party because I respect both party.
I did not ever think of anything else.
I act base on what both party would be happy.
I don't like messing around with any of both party.

You know why you did not get it?
It is because of your f**king attitude towards me and the other party.
That is never the way of asking one party and never ever say the other party for being unfriendly for doing so.
It is your fault that you are mad.
It is your fault that you brought this to yourself.
Never have we think of you anyway.
It is you that think we think of you that way.

I tried to help you.
I did what I am suppose to do.
I will do what I said I'll help you to do.
I did not lied about what I said.
It is just the matter of time before you get the answer.

Now with the f**king attitude you showed.
Do you think I should help you?
I think I should help the other party instead.

Now go think.
I know I'm not any wiser or elder or mature to tell you.
But at least I THINK about it.
All I ask is THINK about it.

Otherwise...
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FUCK OFF BIATCH!

Posted by crescent at 3:28 am | Permalink | Comments

Posted by crescent at 3:15 am | Permalink | Comments

A walk back and the mind is getting all mixed up.
I don't know what is going on.
I feel like an ass.
I feel like a dumb fuck.
I feel like an idiot.
I feel like I'm smart, but I feel like i'm stupid.
I feel like I'm surrounded, but yet I feel lonely.
I feel like I'm missing something, but I don't know what am I missing.
I feel its time to move on, but I can't bring myself to move and I can't figure how to move.
I feel like the direction is pointed out, but yet I still got lost.
I feel like I'm being approached, but yet I feel like I'm being ignored.
I feel like I belong there, but yet I feel like I'm taken on pity.
I feel regretfull for things that I have done.
I feel regretfull for things that I have not done.
I feel I have everything I needed, but yet I feel like I have nothing from the start.
I said not to make a fool of yourself, but yet I still make a fool of myself.
I said just do it, but yet I can't do it.
I said bring yourself to it, but yet I feel so heavy to bring it.
I said think before you do something, but yet I don't think before I do.
I said some things are not meant to be think-ed, but yet I think so much.
I want to just let things flow on, but I can't be able to follow the flow.


I thought I had an objective, but I can't feel the objective now.
I need something to keep me moving on.
I have lost the motivation to keep moving on.
I really need some motivation.
I need help.
I don't know what help I need.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what should be done.

Posted by crescent at 2:27 am | Permalink | Comments