This is 100% pure shit.

I took up the challenge...and i failed...

Once upon a time...I was so afraid to take up the challenge and face it. Since the time i took it once before, i knew i couldn't do it anymore, i knew i am not the one for the challenge. But one day...I told one person that i'm afraid to take up the challege, but that person told me, "How would you know if you will fail the challenge if you don't actually try hard to do it? Unless you have no confident in it...". I took quite some time to think about it...And when the day actually comes, i embrace myself with the challenge, i took it up, and i got the challenge. That challenge, it does not only last for a few minutes, hours, or days. But its the challenge of your lifetime. I took it up when most would think its not appropriate. Along the challenge, I face lots of bumps and hills, ups and downs. Till...One night...I lost the challenge...I did not confront the challenge well...That's why i always think i can never take the challenge. I lost the challenge, i don't know when will i ever be strong enough again, or where to find the courage to take up the challenge. I hope, it will be out there, somewhere...I wish...I pray...I beg... From today onwards, i shall listen my advice and do what that person told me. I will make myself to be a better one for the challenge. For i will make sure that the next challenge wouldn't be that easy...IT WOULD NOT BE...Sacrifices i have to make for the challenge...Or else, i'll be doomed for life. It's the challenge of your life...The time of your life, do not waste it. Go...Think about it...

p.s. On Lowering, Fine Overview...I really mean it...

Posted by crescent on Tuesday, August 23, 2005 at 10:59 am | Permalink