This is 100% pure shit.

A walk back and the mind is getting all mixed up.
I don't know what is going on.
I feel like an ass.
I feel like a dumb fuck.
I feel like an idiot.
I feel like I'm smart, but I feel like i'm stupid.
I feel like I'm surrounded, but yet I feel lonely.
I feel like I'm missing something, but I don't know what am I missing.
I feel its time to move on, but I can't bring myself to move and I can't figure how to move.
I feel like the direction is pointed out, but yet I still got lost.
I feel like I'm being approached, but yet I feel like I'm being ignored.
I feel like I belong there, but yet I feel like I'm taken on pity.
I feel regretfull for things that I have done.
I feel regretfull for things that I have not done.
I feel I have everything I needed, but yet I feel like I have nothing from the start.
I said not to make a fool of yourself, but yet I still make a fool of myself.
I said just do it, but yet I can't do it.
I said bring yourself to it, but yet I feel so heavy to bring it.
I said think before you do something, but yet I don't think before I do.
I said some things are not meant to be think-ed, but yet I think so much.
I want to just let things flow on, but I can't be able to follow the flow.


I thought I had an objective, but I can't feel the objective now.
I need something to keep me moving on.
I have lost the motivation to keep moving on.
I really need some motivation.
I need help.
I don't know what help I need.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what should be done.

Posted by crescent on Sunday, October 01, 2006 at 2:27 am | Permalink